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I'd like to share with you an experience I had early in the morning on 28.02.2026 at around 2:45 a.m., which was very exciting for me from a 5BN perspective.

My sister is 7 years younger, but I always felt „smaller“:
she is very dominant, eloquent, while I had fright-fear (larynx) and the old belief „I only have a head to wear hair on.“ Still, I always wanted to help her, whether with tips, with my energy work, with everything I had learned. She rejected that for a long time („Take care of yourself, drop your helper syndrome“). That hurt me a lot; I felt rejected and useless.

Currently she was in a severe crisis: at home since last year, having given up her job as a ship's SPA manager, now an offer for a management position in Italy, but a lot still unclear. She was very conflict-active: strong existential fear, fear of the future, fear of no longer being able to manage anything, but at the same time fear of making a mistake. Pure panic.

Then something happened that I hadn't expected:
In tears, she suddenly said to me: „Please give me healing. You're allowed to do anything.“
For me, that was like an inner switch flipping. I was finally allowed to accompany her with my kind of inner work (belief-work + energy work). I then worked on her beliefs and issues for about 3 hours. Afterwards I felt relieved.
Still, I couldn't really sleep, so I got up again during the night, answered messages, and was writing with someone who also knows GH [Germanic New Medicine] well. At around 2:45 a.m., in the middle of a voice message, something strange happened:

Suddenly I felt very strange and dizzy, my vision „tipped away“, and for a moment I didn't know where I was or what was happening. I sank back into the couch, had a slight pulling sensation in my left arm/chest area, and moaned, only asking: „What's going on? What is this?“

The whole thing lasted about 60 seconds. Then my head was clear again. The voice message had still been sent, and the other person had already noticed that something wasn't right.
My very first thought was: „That was an epicrisis, and it must be connected to my sister.“

In hindsight, it feels to me like this:
- A longer-lasting overload conflict with the content: „I have to save my sister / everyone, but I can't manage it.“ Organ level: left myocardium, since I'm right-handed
(new mesoderm, heart muscle)
- A territorial theme with her, with the content: „I have no place / no voice in the family, she stands above me, or rather takes away my sphere of influence when she's around.“
Organ level: territorial areas / coronary vessels (in my experience).

Due to the chemo back then, my hormonal balance changed; today I experience myself as more „male“. From the 5BN perspective, I therefore now tend to experience such issues in a more territory-specific way (heart areas). Earlier, in my youth, it was more of an identity conflict for me, which showed up as intense stabbing and burning in the rectum: „Where is my place? Who am I in this world / in this family?“

The fact that I was now finally allowed to really accompany her, and that she accepted my help, was for me the conflict resolution - both for the overload issue and for the territory/sphere-of-influence feeling.

During the night, then, came these two small epicrises:
approx. 60 seconds of weakness/feeling of collapse + 20 seconds of slight pulling on the left side.

Since then, it inwardly feels as though my place in the family has changed:

No longer underneath, no longer „the little one who can't do anything“, but more at eye level beside her.
My worth no longer depends on whether she acknowledges me as „higher-ranking“ or not.
I experience it such that she can no longer „take away“ my sphere of influence, because I now perceive my own territory and my own worth differently.

It was an interesting experience - but I don't need to have it every week. 😉

Perhaps this perspective helps someone who knows similar overload/territorial issues with siblings or partners.